In addition to my messages on God’s Word, I intend to tell the story of this great adventure and new life that God is leading me to live. I will begin the story with a little background on my life prior to God’s Call on my life. I will keep it as brief as possible, but this little prelude illustrate the dramatic way God has changed my life.
I was born January 15, 1981 in Florissant, Missouri. I am the sixth of nine children. I entered kindergarten in September 0f 1987. My elementary school years from kindergarten until the middle fifth grade were spent trying to a balance between the positive and negative parts of my life. Imagine a scale:
On one side was all the negative things in my life. This side was made up mostly of my peers at school. My peers, not all, but many of them treated me quite poorly. I will admit to causing a small portion of this daily torment. I do not claim complete innocence in my elementary years. However, most of the teasing I received was mostly unprovoked. My peers called me names, teased me constantly, and a few abused me physically. There was a pair of brothers in my own neighborhood that enjoyed making my childhood a nightmare. My peers were the heavy weights on the negative side of my scale.
On the positive side of the scale was my family. The family I knew about at that time were my parents, my two grandmothers, two uncles, three aunts, one old brother with his wife and two kids (one daughter and a baby boy), one sister with three daughters, one sister with her husband and two kids (one son and a younger daughter), one sister with husband and son, one unmarried sister, and three younger brother. I would meet more family later, but even at this age I had a big family. This was good because this loving family was a large enough positive to balance out the negative of my peers. One rather large positive weight was my Dad’s mother. My brothers and I called her Grandma. (Mom’s mother was known as Granny.)
Grandma was such an amazing and loving lady. Everywhere Grandma went and whom ever Grandma met seemed to adore her. I remember a story told of Grandma that happened in her hometown of Paxton, Illinois. The story goes that there was a little boy in Paxton whose hand was crippled. One day a group of kids teased the boy about his hand. When Grandma heard this and saw the boy crying she knelt down. Grandma lovingly to the boy’s crippled hand in hers. Grandma kiss the hand and told the boy not to cry. The boy hand a special hand and there was not a thing wrong with it. This cheered the boy and his father when he heard about it. Grandma did so many loving things with me including teach me how to do somersaults on my living room floor. Imagine a lady in her 80′s teaching a five-year-old boy to do somersaults. I did not realize it at that time, but Grandma was my first small taste of God’s infinite love. Grandma just radiated God’s undying love. Grandma was a big positive weight on my scale of life.
This is how it was from kindergarten to the middle of fifth grade. A delicate balance between the cruelty of my peers and loving support of my family. Regrettably I did not know the Lord at this time and my scale was about to tip over in a major way.
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Return to the Banquet
Hey everyone,
Sorry I that have not written in a while. It has been a big transition moving my old life in Missouri to my new life in Tennessee. However, I have not regretted the change. I have experienced some growth in several areas of my life and some big mountains to transverse. For example, one of the biggest mountains right now is the lack of an income. I have been search for a job and been pray for God to provide me with an income. I have not found a job yet, but I know God has an income out there for me. I trust the Lord and thank Him in advance for what He will do.
Well, I know sounds strange to some people, but writing helps me to release stress. It can be poems, roleplays, articles, or anything at all. When I enjoy creating thinks in my mind and then putting it on paper. So, I have decided to try blogging again. I am not going to set any kind of time frame like promising once a week or day or whatever. Whenever I feel like writing I will and when I do not feel like it I will not write.
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on November 10, 2011 at 9:37 am Leave a CommentTags: EWCL, God, Nostalgia, Poetry, Writing